Hai world!!!! Aaahh, it's been a very long time since the last I opened my blog. The reason is only because the error made by my google chrome application on my laptop which can not access blogspot. Huff. Then, when I click on my post list, I found this one, my un-finish post yet, which should be post about 7 months ago. At first, I thought It will be good if I continue this post, then I realized that it was too late to post about that thing which already been struck down by all my new stories during these time. So, I decide to keep post this story without finished it. Yaahh, maybe it can be my memory in the future. Hehehe.
Have you ever dreamt about something you really want? Yes, I have. And now I feel it's kinda...irritated. Everytime I remember about that dreams and realize that I'm still here, haven't reached it. It's really heartbreaking.
I know, I've made decision since I graduated. Mmm, no, it's since I left Jakarta, from that one job. I burried them, then planned something possible for me. And now here I am, in Jogja and have a new life here.Until, I woke up in the morning, opened my blackberry and saw one new message there. Seemed like, it arrived the night before. I opened it, and It was from my lecture, give me an information about a scholarship admission which just published. Honestly, I totally forgot about that scholarship. I thought this year it may not being available. Buutttt, It is!! I haven't conscious yet at that time. It was like a dream that I read that message. But it was real.
