Arrrrrghhhhh...I dont know. Currently, I just want to scream out and the idea of writing on this blog is just passed through my mind. Well, I am already left behind, faarrr farrr away from my friends. Particularly, from those who got same scholarship with me for this master program. They already performed their thesis seminar last 2 weeks perhaps. And me, how about me? It has been 1 and half month since the last time I met with my supervisor.
Actually I have already tried to finish the revision. Last time, I blamed the condition where I couldnt go anywhere since my motorbike were still at the pit shop (well I mean bengkel but I cant find the word and I am too lazy for finding on googletranslate or elsewhere). At that time, I argued that I couldnt do thesis-ing at home. And now, when my motorbike was already back to me, and I almost everyday go out to do thesis-ing, I still couldnt finish it yet. It seems like everyday I arrived at home, there are no progress on my thesis...or say it with only a little progress.
Ooohhh my God, now it is just the last part that hasnt finished yet. Buuttt...why??? Why I find it is too hard for me to end this writing??!! Why is it too hard for me to perform my idea, what is on my mind, into word???? And I keep looking another run out chance for this like opening socmed, and well writing on this blog also become one of the run out for me.
Aannddd pleaaaseeee during this time I beg my self for not letting love matter make it getting worse. Actually, it is already happened. Yes, it is.